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Monday, June 30, 2008 [ 7:27 AM ]

desperately she weeps

drowning in hope

but the other, she denies

with dreams where together they would elope

love one kill one

have none?

does she not hear me

whimpering beside her tender ears

silent cries of "please baby love me"

wishes to see her beauty through the years

insane?

as she is

hallucinating in vain

she strokes those soft tresses

of the one she loves

kissing those supple lips

basking in her sensual scent

dreams.......

awakened

the reality

it is the self that she feels

hollow

alone

cold

bare

never to be loved

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 [ 9:46 AM ]

words
mere words
empty
void

baby dont tell me you love me
for i feel nothing
it simply whizzes past me
meaningless
why?
do you lie
lies
forever

now
then
tomorrow
nothing changes
saddened

Sunday, June 22, 2008 [ 8:24 AM ]

is it a curse to see

what is as it is

a state of delusion

denying reality

i wish to not know for all truth fails me

a choice

to be blind, oblivious

or to observe with clarity

this is god's cruelty to his servants

in order to preserve the essence of purity

i need intellect to intrigue me

i am getting bored

OOPS!

she fails to realise

worth

myself. i sit in imbecillic silence

praying for patience

for i have realised

yet, to no avail

enough

i need to purge her out of my system

Sunday, June 15, 2008 [ 9:55 AM ]

say it to my face

for all else i detest

nothing is enforced

and never will it be

the power of freewill? (is it forgotten baby..)

imbecillic minds think they know the mechanisms of what makes me

intrusively entering my personal domain

like maggots

thrusting themselves as figures of wisdom and morality (a living joke!)

love

lust

lies

betrayal

delusions

infantility

naivety

hope

all i can say to the world is

GO FUCK YOURSELF!

(they were never anything significant to me anyways)

Thursday, June 5, 2008 [ 9:01 PM ]

I LOST MY PHONE(along with all the numbers in it!)

so please drop me your numbers again.....

bruised and bleeding

utter confusion

i am my own

regret of all sorts

worthless

i pull away

my stand

to be alone

love not, want not

echoes.