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Friday, April 17, 2009 [ 11:49 PM ]

my heart got ripped to shreds last night
not over the lame excuse of a girl, but the untimely clutches of failure
a failure to manage my own life where everything fragments
purposes seem all a waste
where your efforts fall through your fingers like those tiny grains of fine sand
flying with the wind to nowhere, for nothing
money
education
priorities
the mind is scattered?
what to do? where to go?
in solitude you drown in despair
helplessness
hopelessness
and there struts those idiots who sing to you
'everything will be okay' or 'we will go through this together'
i say, "SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS!"
bullshit.
there is only so much comforting words or gestures can do
and right now it is not helping me a single bit,
give me a solution
show me the worth of your existence
a viable solution that is
not some conscious manifestation of your failing brains
j**us!

the mind wanders

Monday, April 6, 2009 [ 10:20 AM ]

intolerance denies alcohol
so can you love me till i am sober?
many come and go
leaving promises they never meant to keep
a manipulative strategy perhaps?
you observe with yearning eyes (or watering bloodshot eyes?)
why is it as such?
a belief that god would bless all with love
but the deceitful devil cheats you through and through
they held my hands
kissed me endearingly
clasped their arms around my pudgey self
yet, i feel empty
sensing their insincerity?
is it obligatory? forced?
someone please answer me....

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