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Sunday, September 30, 2007 [ 8:52 AM ]

this is me.

not some diamond-studded, materialistic BITCH that you make me out to be

simplistic

image? reputation?

meaningless.

judgement

victimised by it

i am, myself

no facades

i don't blame you for hating what you see

yes, i am FUGLY. i know it.

i am sorry, but it is beyond me.

my attitude, my temper, my intolerance of stupidity and all things revolting

just deal with it

not everyone is as angelic as all your sweet asses

reality check!

a revelation!

ANDROS.. orgasmic!

ultimate turn on

that hint of femininity is simply.....

their aura

damn....

come to me! (haha.)

dear you

Friday, September 21, 2007 [ 7:05 AM ]

blank stares that dwindle on the shadows towering above you

a thick blanket of silence

you ponder...

the worth

the meaning

the reality

minds dwell on loneliness( i would say alienation, for understanding is no possibility)

frustration engulfs you

you scream

yet, a whimper is all that escapes

is it heartache or a sad realisation that its all mere nothingness?

the tension builds

and all i do is cry, dry tears.

hello world!

Thursday, September 20, 2007 [ 6:47 AM ]

err..
the LONER me is asking people out there who do NOT hate me
would you go watch chuck and larry with me on saturday?

call me if you can!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 [ 5:37 AM ]

i have learnt not to need
not to depend
not to want
and now not to love
from tonight i swear on my life,
i will love no other
no longer
never
love now has lost its existence

the lacking-- hurts

forced to be strong
indifferent
nonchalant
i wish i lived a solitary life
no tears
no cuts
and no one. (it is the one closest to you that destroys you)

self the only solace

ON A LIGHTER NOTE...

ILZ and her oh-so -HOTTT new mohawk!

tU_

Tuesday, September 4, 2007 [ 8:20 AM ]

puke!
discomfort
self-abhorrence
normality.

can someone watch ratatouile with me please!!

the white the black and the little colourful others

Saturday, September 1, 2007 [ 11:19 PM ]

lets retrace back our steps to the night of the 31st

we the bunch of retarded asses.. (sarah avril sondra tutu!)
went for a ladies' night out-- the rejected singles of the world! (except for vril.. she's HOTT)

but not in this pict!

bought drinks till we were fuck broke so sarah had the "brightest" idea to flirt w some of em caucasian dudes to get em to buy us drinks
sadly, none of us was up for it (come on.. look at us!)

suddenly.......
this stupid cock came over and started a conversation about tongue piercings (the battery died at the beginning of the night! explains e limited pics)
we entertained him a little and we thought "thank god that was over!"
but i was wrong.
to cut the story short, i made a new 'friend' just for e night
if i can call him that
it was fuck funny and weird and funny!!
as sarah said "out of the 4 of us, he just had to choose the LESBIAN right!"

the attention didn't stop there though
many other cocks approached us
so officially, we're irresistible.

dont you think so too? haha....