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after midnight

Monday, March 8, 2010 [ 6:23 AM ]

it hurts the most when you can never get what you know you can get, or the idea that you once had it
it is the "what if.." that haunts you, the regret--
a metaphysical haunting that subtly creeps up on you when the subconscious supersedes
the you, the her that equates to the never
you take two steps forwards but it regresses into nothing, a a plain nothing--
i would not say plain, perhaps pain.
whatever happened to the happily ever after that fantasies have embedded into the minds of the naive
you are what i dreamt her to be, to save me from me
but the dream, a nightmare that kills the soul eternally
you are my saviour, my death and my key to insanity.

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