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Monday, December 1, 2008 [ 11:49 AM ]

today i realise there's more to life than just happiness
there is the necessities to survive
not a survival upon dependence
but a survival based on the self
a solitary strive to live

i sit here in a semi-drunken state
eyes barely opened
but a mind with clarity beyond any state of sobriety
i awoke when you spoke to me
enough is enough
i need to live life on my own

yet, i secretly wish for someone to just hold me with utmost sincerity
and tell me that everything will be okay (hallucinatory!)
most importantly
to love me unconditionally
but, it will always remain a dream
for it is sainthood

so i ask of nothing more than solitariness
for all others bring me anxiety
beyond my capacity
i am sorry
for being me
just walk away and leave me
save yourself from such a tragedy
i beg you to believe me
it is a warning for humanity

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