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Sunday, November 30, 2008 [ 8:32 PM ]

an old friend visited me yesterday
she wore an expression of sheer abhorrence
she saw hopelessness in me
disgust oozing from my ever pore as i sat there with all-too-much-flesh
the beauty faded just as my bones did
she cried
tears of pain as she saw me not loving myself anymore
victimised by my temptations
i now hold a strife with perfection
i need this control back
time is the essence

ironically,
my mind is on the edge of sanity
massive chocolate cravings
those cravings that never leave your mind
distracting you consistently
endlessly
i am wishing for someone to just pop up at my door with a huge ass bag of dark chocolates
that would indeed be love at first sight
damn!

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