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Sunday, October 12, 2008 [ 7:57 AM ]

here she sits
with yearning eyes
yet, the soul hollow like bottomless pits
where only her past justifies.
her heart's capacity once vast now mere slits
envisioning the capacity to feel as something which horrifies

her perplexed thoughts
suffocate her sanity
rhetorical questions answered by "maybe Nots"
she holds silence as her dignity

emotions and their subjectivity
so changeable it torments
her heart conflicting with the logical need for stability
consciously she prevents
herself from falling prey to vulnerability

perceptions of the self as a monstrosity
she exudes a facade of indifference
trying to save the one she loves from emotional complexity
leaving nothing up to chance

do you see her?
at that darkened corner
waiting for you to love her
not only now but forever
however,
these dreams are meant for NEVER
for she is a treacherous monster
instead, "Fear her."

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