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Friday, August 22, 2008 [ 10:10 AM ]

pessimist in the building! (points to myself)

knowing alot of people equates to having alot of talk, which often than not, is VERY bad. these people speculate, assume and conclude.

clueless.

so talk becomes rumour. rumour to gossip. and so on and so forth like a plague on the female society. TALK--how it irritates. a victim yet a perpetrator.

on most days i find myself bitching about the ugly world. i am not referring to the world, but the people in it. in my corner at starbucks, i people watch. with a coffee at hand, my eyes roam. rarely befalling anything that arouses the interest. HAH. a proliferating population of those that were born with the lack-ofs, never gifted with looks or just mere fashion-suicidal-idiots.

judgemental thoughts would populate my mind. brimming, it spills out as word vomit, or a hysterical laugh. weird. but i always believe that i have the right to do such things for i am no worse than the people i victimise.

i think my kind of talk is fine. its a comment rather. personal, yet public. the words remain in my head. yet, the eyes says all. "stare and insecurities erupt" but never do i appreciate falsely stimulated stories. exaggerated. twisted. deceiving. basically the idle hobby of girls who are already bored with themselves. sad isn't it.

am i succeeding in sounding intellectual? OF COURSE NOT LA!

i am just an insomniac with nothing else to do.

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