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Monday, July 28, 2008 [ 7:37 AM ]

emotional whirlwind. of love and hate, laced with disgust.

words are like bait that hooks one to believe in the other. it tempts, it lures. suddenly you find yourself in a great deal of pain with no escape. helpless.

sitting there in a crowd yet dwindling in insurmountable amounts of solitariness. the detachment like a dagger twisting in the pits of your stomach. you force a smile, a painful one. you entertain, you laugh. yet in your mind you wonder, "why the hell am i here? why are the people around you imbeciles? why did you fall prey once again to the game that makes you look oh-so-foolish?"

many believe people change for the better, but i say NO. proven, it is a far cry from better, IT IS WORSE THAN EVER! decaying by the minute they sit there euphoric with the states they are in. feeling superior in their own worlds, thinking themselves to be moral leaders, wise and all-knowing. but little do they know, their minds narrow, selves shallow and experience null. so what if you are clad in those brands of the higher world. you still remain an empty vessel. a nobody. sad as it is, it is the truth.

who am i to say all this you ask. i am a mere realist. i see it as it is. i may be a victim of what i rant about. but the very least, i see myself as i am, the outcome of a degraded society maybe? so to all those that read this. wake up!

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