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life as a confusing vessel

Sunday, January 13, 2008 [ 5:06 AM ]

boredom is my new best mate
she lives and breathes with me. "why a she?" you ask. (i basically want it that way)

i find myself questioning, pondering..
why do i not trust
why do i fear
why do i shield myself from the warm embraces
the answer is simple.
i once loved. (did i? was it true? well at that moment i believed so..)
revealed myself, vulnerability
emotions abused
i cried rivers of tears(every single night)
bled for what i thought was love
sacrifice
cheated

yet, i also find myself falling deeper
sinking into her eyes
secure in her arms
asleep on her lap
loving her, feeling her
wanting to live for the moment
trusting her
but i fear, i fear
this haunting fear
assure me
and i will be yours forever

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