the unique one

it is within these few days that god chose to cleanse this world off from sin, where the world cries from the loss of the one true king.
is this the essence that reflects this night?
maybe god chose to purge away my existence. a blessing to the world.
less suffering for all those that look upon me with distate.

yet i question
if god really loves me, why does he not let me be happy?
he stole my heart.
shattered my soul.
diminished my faith and hope
robbed me of my one true happiness.

it is this night that i lose myself.
i lose my sanity
i plunge into the darkness
no longer savable,
yet free in this vacuum
i pray for emotional detachment
the ease of letting go
pray with me, pray for me.. do all this if you love me.


there is only so much one can take. sharp words, painful realities, sacrifice.
parents before me.
words of hate, frustration, disappointment.
love in their eyes.
anguish in their voice for i have been the root of evil that destroyed their haven of moral virtue.
it is me, the catalyst of all things despised.

i sacrifice
for you embody my heart
a parallel to me
i am sorry....

hesaid,shesaid

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