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Tuesday, April 3, 2007 [ 5:34 AM ]

i think i am getting fatter each day. not an exaggeration!
its like im blowing up.. an inflated balloon.
gosh!(would you still love me?)

well today was a usual day in school.
lectures, "raining" tutorials, nonsensical breaks AND the attack of me being "tired".
decided to escape from PE today because i didnt want to stay in sch till 4pm. DENESH my partner in crime.
went to the gym after and worked my frustrations off.
[frustrated because of a completely tactless person. who believes i am a walking joke, and suffers from no sense of respect for anything. judgemental ass who shoots me down for not being HOLY. for god's sake i am a LESBIAN.. what religiousness do you want?! my cravings for waffles was not satisfied. RUINED my plans for the day! so after all that, just STAY fucking away from me!]

binge myself to death for the rest of the day.

"my prayer
to whom it may concern
to be thinner
and attain satisfaction

its a reality
i faced in a time called 'yesterday'
that fatness is received with animosity
beauty is what is loved today

i do not want to despised
baseness on appearance
i yearn to be recognised
so bless me with a THIN deliverance--"

chatterbox

hesaid,shesaid

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