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i hate myself.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007 [ 6:00 AM ]

hunger
it overcame me
like a creeping disease
infecting my blood, running through my veins, invading my body

i ate
and now i hate
hate myself for being weak
giving into the temptation
the sinful temptation
KILL ME!

i dont want to be fat
i want beauty
for people to love me
people hate those that look like me
god SAVE ME!
let me be what i want to be.

another day spent with ten. went to joe's to get my web pierced but he was busy with tatt jobs that we postponed it to friday. yay! i am excited!
fucking hell the fat me went to eat today la! argh! sometimes i wonder why i am so weak. like a fuck like that. well. starvation from tmr onwards again. i pray for strength..

i miss my baby and i want her to come back to me NOW!!!!!

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